I don’t know if I could take this any longer. I’m so sick and tired of trying to understand everything but it seems that I cannot understand anything. I wanted everything to be fine even if it is not perfect at least it’s fine. I thought I’d be happy today because it started nearly perfect. Seeing Sir. Jay first thing in the morning was a nice start so I thought that maybe just maybe I’d be able to have a day not having any arguments with HIM.

During the One Run, One La Salle assembly, Jessa and I called the participants from section A and B. I was surprised to see that A’s teacher is Sir. Jay. After saying that the participants are needed, I also asked if I can borrow his sci cal. :D He said yes. :p I went to B and I got a little scared because Sir. Carlos was a little grumpy. :))

When Physics was our subject, I had A VERY HATEFUL EXPERIENCE. Sir. Jay even went next to me and asked if I have a problem with THE quiz. I said “Sir di ko naman po kayo tinatawag ah.” And then I laughed. That made him tampo and when I needed to ask him question he reluctantly went to my place but he was just joking. While he was teaching me for the SECOND TIME, things began to fall apart and it was too quick. I was just surprised because I didn’t expect it to happen. I was just surprised and at the same time hurt that my tears wanted to roll down my face but I was holding it back. I was there thinking what to do, I don’t want to be in between because it’s hard making decisions. I don’t want to lose anyone, I don’t want them not talking to me, I don’t want things to change.

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