Introducing! *drum roll please* THE LOSER WEIRDOS! HAHA XD =))

This happen yesterday. :)

It started when I called Camille “loser” and she didn’t like it. :)) I kept calling her that and I noticed that she was annoyed already. I just called her “weirdo”. =)) And she wasn’t agreeing on my term. I was telling her that it was nice naman. :)) Pat called that “a well-mannered fight”. Then I just said that “Okay. Sige. Eh di Loser-Weirdo nalang.” =))

We named each other Loser Weirdo #_. Haha :))

#1 Camille T. Tiongson 

#2 Lijan Mayka T. Braga

#3 Patricia Ysabel O. Maglabe

#4 Joyce Bernadette M. Diano

#5 Laurice Vivienne A. Sanchez

#6 Vernadette Mae H. Jurilla

LOVE YOU GUYS!! :x =))

I may look like an idiot writing this entry but I became too depressed and I don’t know why.

Knowing myself, I always have a hard time letting go of something. Something I think is very important and something that I put too much effort in. I hate regretting things. It causes me so many disturbances that I become weird because of depression. I always have a hard time concentrating on other things because my mind keeps thinking about those incidents. Simply remembering them brings tears to my eyes. I cry because of frustration. Frustration because of not accomplishing something.

Pfft. HAHA :)) Parang baliw lang ako. =)) Di lang talaga ako maka get-over sa pagkatalo namin.

Our Science Jingle this afternoon was really really great for me. Buttercup was our song. We had our costumes complete, our play was nice, the dance routine was very energetic, the band was great but our lyrics was a bit messy. It was not very clear DAW. :| I THOUGHT WE WERE AT LEAST THE 2^ND PLACE AND 10C WOULD WIN. I WAS SUPER WRONG! WE ENDED UP IN 3^RD PLACE! HOW COME THAT HAPPENED!!! WTH! (From what you are witnessing right now, technically I’m so PISSED!! The fact that we lost is very unacceptable. It’s not like I can’t accept losing but this time it’s different. And to think that we didn’t have lyrics in front unlike the other sections! HEY OUR EFFORT WAS SOOOOOO MUCH!!! GRABE NAMAN! ~x(

The whole 10-D was I think very depressed. They were all quiet after saying that the judgement was unfair. It was very unusual. :(

When I got home, I ate dinner and then cried my eyes out while eating. I vented out my anger in eating and by talking. I told my mom and sister about what happened. Yeah, promise. While eating I was crying and talking. AS IN SUPER DUPER HAGULGOL TO THE MAX :| =)) After that I still wasn’t feeling any better.

And I got this pasa a while ago because I tried pushing our heavy locker. Stupid me. :| 

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR. -J.P & KATE.

I've not blogged for 5 days already. :D I’ve been very busy with school. I have too many things to do especially now that I have to strive hard to have better grades than the last trimester. I will also be getting busy with the school’s yearbook entitled "*A*********" Haha! It's a surprise for the entire grade 10 so I'm not supposed to spill too much. :p 

SEPTEMBER 19 - 21, 2008

We had our Memento overnight this weekend. It was so much fun! At first we were so clueless on what we are going to do with the concept and everything but when we had ideas and put them all together we were so amazed on our output. We called our deliberation the “Blood clotting time” Haha!

Okay, I need to work on other things now. I need to be serious already.

--khayy. Bye :)  

It’s a line in Disturbia. :)) Can’t think of other title eh. When I heard the song I just started singing and dancing. LOL =)) Freaky. :|

OKAY. I think that I had too many open forums today. Don’t know why. :-/ I am becoming too judgemental and it’s not a very good sign. Ugh. I’m feeling too irritated with myself. I need to stop this. But maybe just maybe it’s the way I think about everyone that is around me. It’s because I’m too sensitive with things. I notice that even the unimportant things I make them important, I fuss about it. Haha!

Okay, I think I’m spilling too many beans about myself. :|

I had my ACET a while ago. I really thought that we were going to be late. It was really traffic there in Katipunan. So we went out the car and K-Ann and I ran all the way to the grade school building. Mygosh! My feet had many “paltos” because of my new shoes. Err. I had a hard time walking with my feet all bruised up. The line was so looooooooong. Haha! We saw Mark Cruz, Emar and Jayson.

While we were at the line a girl approached me and asked “Are you Lijan?”. I was so shocked because I don’t know her. And then she said "Kasi kilala ka nung kasama ko classmate ka daw niya nung GRADE 4. Kanina ka pa nga niya tinitignan eh.". :O Okay, that was really unexpected. And the heck, in all places why in Ateneo? Haha! :)) She brought me in their line. I remembered my classmate which is a guy. Haha! He had a crush on me when we were in Grade 4! How could I forget! :| I got to talk to him for a very little while. I was barely speaking because I was really dumb-stricken.  After that when I got back to our line, K-Ann was teased. How nice. :|

The ACET lasted for more than 5 hours. I find the Math part hard. It was very time pressuring. Some items are supposed to be answered in a span of 5 minutes. TSK.

When we got out of our classrooms, I looked for K-Ann. While we were walking, K-Ann teased me again because she saw my classmate. Getting irritated already.

Got home at around 8 pm I guess. Thanks K-Ann for the ride. >:D<

This morning I was surprised with my conversation with Kuya Paul. I know that he thinks that our class is very noisy but I didn’t think that he thinks the way I do. We both have the same insights on what is going on around us, the changes that happened and the things that remained the same. Some people are so immature that they don’t know if the things they’re doing is too much already. They don’t know when to stop and when to be serious. They think that everything is just jokes. They somehow disrespect the teachers. He said that we are not the only ones who have the same feelings. There are many of us. Phew. I got so relieved when I heard that. Our conversation got cut when Mark Leongson came. Pfft. Just when he was telling me something important. Hay, maybe next time. :)

Classes got suspended AGAIN. We only had two classes.

While waiting for our school service, Sir Jay went to talk with us. Yey! I was so happy when he told me that my grade in Physics is 93.

Extra info: Did you know that Sir Jay studied in a science high school. :D It’s in Olongapo Science High School.  

I just learned a new word today. It’s CLICKOODUNCE but I don’t know the meaning of it. From what I know it is used in Estolia but is there such a country such as Estolia? /:)

Well I learned that word from a manga so maybe it’s just made-up or not. Haha!

When I got inside our school service, I got irritated already because of the songs that were playing. It was those annoying Filipino translated songs. They were played consecutively until we are arrived at school. Nice thing to start a day. :| Okay, I’m not a big fan of it because I think they are so annoying and the lyrics doesn’t really compliment well with the melody.

My annoyed behaviour didn’t stop there. I got so mad with the sitting arrangement that our adviser permitted. There is no way that our class will keep quiet if our seat plan is not PERMANENT! I mean we can sit wherever we want. I really got pissed that time. ~x( I decided not to leave my seat because I don’t want to become a big part of the noise pollution that will be produced. 

We didn’t have any class during our two-period Math class. Chiara, Christian, Jessa, Iris and me had a really fun-interesting-disgusting-scary chit-chat. Haha! Our small talk only started with some weird food that we eat. And then we talked about frogs-horrid movies-cats-corpses-dreams-ghosts. We didn’t know how exactly our food talk became a ghost talk. :))

We also had our French test. It’s hard if you didn’t study. I did pretty well I guess. :p

Our TLE time was like an extended recess for us. Nice team! We ate 2 Piattos, Ridges, Knick-Knacks and Nova. :) Miss Sibal wasn’t even a bit aware that we were eating.

Our class got suspended after Eco which was the second to the last class we have for the day. So much for the suspension, we waited for an hour for our service so it doesn’t make any difference.

Pfft. Khayy. That’s all for today.  

I was looking for my glitter pen a while ago but when I checked my pencil case it was missing. So I went looking for it and then Ahah! I saw (insert name here.) using it and when I looked at him he was trying to put it back in his pocket. Poor him. :( =)) Ohwell, that’s just a pen.

This may sound weird but I think the whole my-nice-glitter-pen-got-stolen thing is really okay for me. The ink is running out so I don’t mind at all. But the thing is I pity the one who stole it. Boo-hoo. You could’ve just stolen a pen that has a lot of ink in it. Haha! :)) Just kidding. :p The thing is you know, I’ll really miss that pen. :( I’ve used it in making Aia’s birthday stars so it’s memorable.

Karma comes so to the one who stole my precious pen (and I know who you are.), BEWARE! >:) Even though that’s only a pen that’s still called stealing. :) 

Another thing, got this pretty hard French test tomorrow. :| I haven’t studied yet but gonna work on it after this. Also we got a recitation in Eco. Need to read Chapter 6 of the book.

Khayy. Bye for now.

I’m starting to hate my class this year. Well, they were also the same people I had for classmates last year but I don’t know why they are so much deafening now. Somehow they all changed for the WORSE. Everyday the noise seems getting louder and louder. The teachers are tired of wasting their voice just to say keep quiet all the time. I too, as a part of the class, am very sick and tired of all the unnecessary noise.

Some of my classmates really changed. I’m not naming someone but I’ll just describe him. ;) :)) Since he has a position, I think he’s using his class powers to manipulate everyone and tell them to keep quiet. Well in fact he’s the one who’s making more noise than our noise put all together. And he has the guts to tell us that he’ll give violation reports if we don’t keep quiet. The nerve! When he’s chit-chatting in his place you can hear his laughs all over the corners of our classroom. He’s so “sipsip” when the teachers are there. Feeling mabait! AMP! ~x( Just because you have a position doesn’t mean you can be so full of yourself! It’s just a stupid position! And if you ask me, it’s better if we don’t have discipline officers because they just make the class noisier. Ohmyghadd! And some teachers even think that they are very trustworthy.

Ugh. Just typing these things makes me angrier than ever. :|

Btw, I got low grades in my trimestral exams. Freakin’ hell Math, I only got 67/100. Christian Living, also got 67/100. The not-so-hard Eco (Wooh! Yabang ko. :)) ), I got 64/85. And last but not the least, my favourite test I’ve ever got was Physics. 82/100. Phew. #:-S I thought I was going to flunk there. Yehey! It’s a good thing I didn’t.

Gonna wait for our next set of results. :-SS

Last night while we were having dinner, we had a VERY RANDOM conversation. We talked about my 18 candles for my debut which is 3 years later! Epal, ang aga ng preparations. Haha! At one point, we talked about Tito Jun and his family. We haven’t seen them for like 6 years already. They moved to the States kasi. I had a crush with his eldest son, Vinnie. I think he’s a year older than me. The last time I saw him was when we went swimming in Matabungkay. That was the only time that I got to speak with him properly. He was really nice. We had puyat nights there watching t.v. and then we will wake up so early in the morning to walk in the low tide sea and catch different sea creatures. It was so much fun. :) Then in the afternoon, we ride the so-called balsa, go swimming in the beach and then catch sea urchins. REMINISCING THE GOOD OLD DAYS. Haha! :)) I was disappointed back then because I didn’t say my goodbyes properly to him. And I think he was a bit mad at me because he tripped on the rope in the beach because of me. It was his fault naman eh. If he hadn’t teased me I wouldn’t ran after him and he wouldn’t tripped. After that we didn’t talked to each other and didn’t see each other when we left.

The same night also, I searched the Facebook and Myspace. I saw his profile and then added him up. I was shocked how he has grown already. He was older for his age but he was still handsome. ROFL =)) I suddenly remembered his cute little self. :(

I wish they would visit the Philippines soon.

We went to Katrina’s house yesterday. We made our Physics project which is a pendulum. Nero and I met at Mcdo. I waited there for like 20 minutes because he was still at Iconics playing. Nice. :| When we were inside the fx, we were arguing about Marian Rivera. Haha! He was also complaining about his grumbling stomach because he hasn’t eaten his lunch yet. We got down at SM Taytay. He ate his so-called lunch which was just Potato Corner. We met Mikeal, Gab and Jov then we headed to Katrina’s. We arrived at their subdivision 1 hour late. Sorry Katre. I thought we got lost because Gab and Mikeal was not so sure about where it was. Katrina was not in their house when we got there. Mikeal texted her and she said that she was at the gate waiting for us. (NOTE: their subdivision has many gates.) We told her that we are already outside of their house. Mikeal and Gab wandered off a bit and they left us. How rude! :)) I was amazed with the restaurant that we went to. It was called “Le Cou De Tou”. When Katrina told us that it really means “liko dito”, I started laughing. Haha! We ordered pancit and had it take out. After getting back to their house, we started doing our project.

After 2 and half hours of working at our pendulum, we cleaned up our mess. Mom texted me to go home already because it was nearly 7 in the evening. Mikeal told us that to be careful with the basketball chuba in the court. I was so scared. Tatakbuhan daw nila ako. :| =))

We rode their car. Naasar pa ako. CHUBA NA NAMAN! :| =)) Ayun, katabi ko kasi si Kevin sa kotse. Err. Nice naman. Muling ibalik daw. :|

Gab! Ayan kasi nagmamadali. Tsk. Kita ka tuloy! =)) Saw Jov’s dad at SM Taytay when we rode the fx back to Antipolo. I can’t hardly move inside the fx because it was so masikip. Magpapayat daw ako?! Okay, I got pissed off. But I really admit that I’m a bit chubby. Mas mataba kaya si Gab! Haha!

Dad picked me up at Mcdo. Got home at around 8. Yikes! :-SS

It was so tiring. Yet so much FUN. I LOVE LE COU DE TOU! >:D< (Sarap kasi ng pancit dun and cute ung name.)

Thanks Katre, Nero, Jov, Gab and Mikeal. :D

Craving for Oreo. :( Don’t know why.   

No classes today. Super bored already. I have nothing else to do today but stare at the computer all morning. Mom left some chores for me but I’m too lazy to do them. I’ll go to Katrina’s house later. Gonna do our Physics project.

Ugh, I want to go to SM Marikina with Pat and Joyce. :(

Okay, gonna start doing my chores. Pfft. :| 

Exams week is finally over. Talk about exhausted brains. The finale of our exams was the bomb (Math and Eco). MATH WAS FREAKIN’ HARD! Trigonometry is really hard especially to those who are allergic to numbers namely me. :| Okay, I’m not exaggerating it. It was way harder than Physics. It gave me a headache. I think almost half of my test was guesses. The time given was not enough for test. Sadly, I think I’ll fail it. @_@ I need to strive harder on the next trimester or else no t.v. and computer. It’s the end of me when that happens. Moreover, I feel I’ll get low marks on the card.

I need some miracles.

“Keep your mind wind open. –Leslie Burke; Bridge to Terabithia”

I'm dead. @_@ We had our Filipino and Christian Living exams today. I really suck at both. :| The sequencing part in the Filipino exam was very confusing. Even though I read the short stories it was still hard. Christian Living was VERY EASY, which basically means I did terrible in it. I was like reading alien words when I came across the identification part. The Orasyon part was so hard! You see, I didn’t study it. I was translating the Angelus in Tagalog. :)) I was praying after each exams and I was also waiting for God’s divine intervention – like what Sir. V always says.

Physics and English exams tomorrow. I already memorized the terminologies in Physics. The formulas will be written in the index card so we don’t need to memorize ALL of them. With the English exam, I haven’t studied yet. There are so many things to memorize. :| I’ll need God’s intervention again tomorrow.

Okay, got to go. Need to study again. Buh-bye :)